School sucks this year i have made friends but i don't have any of my old friends... The teachers suck..The food sucks... the ground sucks.. the walls suck... etc. you can see i am not having a great a year and you'll soon find out i frankly don't give a fuck! So many people in my family that are close to me have cancer and when u know half of the ones who do have cancer have died and you sit here watching the other people die in front of your eyes knowing you cant do anything!! My uncle Gary is suffering from cancer and doesn't have much time, My grandma's boyfriend Dennis doesn't either. One of the people that was close to my family that died was my Uncle john... They had him hooked up to a machine he couldn't live without it and he said he didn't wanna live so he told them to let him go and we watched him DIE!!!!!!!!